So that ultimately means, I have nothing to do. Again.

Yesterday was so bad. I woke close to 12 and ate onion chips and watched tv till I got a headache. Then because I was bored, I called Willy. However, he was too busy to entertain me on account, he still has exams and all and needs to study. So after 5 minutes, the conversation ended.

Then I was on the internet for the next million hours just staring at the fb wall waiting for ANY updates to keep me busy. By the time my eyes started to water and my brain felt like mush, it was already 7 something. My mom called me down to help her boil spagetti and as I was walking down the stairs, I felt like a total loser. How the hell do I make the holidays as Unboring as possible. The future looked hopeless....

And then, as I was boiling the spagetti, I started feeling better about life. Cooking works for me. It calms me down and makes me excited. It's the prospect of putting in so much careful effort into something to see whether it's as awesome as you hope, or if you screwed up so badly so you can do it over and over again till it's just perfect. Can you believe boiling spagetti can do that to me??!? Feeling excited to find out if the spagetti turned out just right, it was life changing.

So I went to work immediatly last night on my royal icing flower design. I was the flowers to be perfect. Right now, they look ok, but I can do way better. I can become a pro someday, I know because I feel it in my bones. I know my capabilities, and that's one of them.

Today morning I woke up bright and early at 9. Had my breakfast then went out to Jusco. Ate lunch, printed pics for scrapbooking and looked at cupcake designs. Oh how wonderful life seems~

Then called Chin to go out~ wwwweeeeeeeeeeeee I miss her~~~~~

We went to the Curve/Ikano/Ikea with William and Jason. Willy has never been to such a big Ikea. He totally despised it at first, but the more he walked around I know he was intrigued. Ikea does that to you, overwhelm your senses and causes you to wanna redecorate your hse immediatly. lol

He was sulking for a long time, which made me kinda sad at first. The sun was beginning to disappear from the sky and we were fighting again. We've not been talking much these days because of the exams and somehow, I was really looking forward to spending some time with him. As we were holding hands walking down the makeshift street in the Curve, fuming at each other because we had just had a heated argument, I realised just how romantic the moment was. I was truly, twilight, and the street lamps were turned on. The restaurants aroung us were all lighted dimly and there was a wonderful band somewhere playing some love song. The entire street was beautiful. Romantic, like something I would imagine on a night out in Paris.

And then the fight was all over. Just like that, everything was forgotten. Instead of stiffly holding hands, we began to feel the warmth of everything around us. I missed him, and he missed me. He whispered in my ear at Subway he was sorry. He didn't have to, I had forgotten everything.

Soon everything was great again. We walked and talked and laughed. My feet were killing me, but I was happy to be by his side again after so long.

I came home close to 10 and everybody seemed to be sleeping or in their rooms. I turned on the alarm and walked back upstairs blissful~

wweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ And tomoro I'm gonna go watch a movie, hang out with William, and then go for pan mee with Ming Wai and Michelle!!!

~happie happie happie~

omg.... i'm so disappointed in the racist comments by malaysians here, muslims and non-muslims.
i think everyone should be given the right to speak their mind and voice out problems they believe should be fixed. I'm sick of malaysians sweeping everything under the rug. We live in a democratic country, this isn't communism.
however, this dude namewee is totally out of line. i understand his frustration, but he's a rude jerk. you have a problem with something, act like a civilised human being and not a neanderthal. where are his manners? does he even know what that is??
but seriously, if there is a problem with an organization, it should be brought up and changed efficiently. why is it people like to have a tidak apa attitude about stuff like this? how can anything be fixed if nobody says anything.
he's commendable in his effort to be proactive and do something about watever pisses him off, but damn it, if i knew him i'd slap the stupidity out of him now. he's a rude rude person.